People start to feel betrayed because of so many cases that we read on newspaper, watch in television and see with our own eyes that something is going wrong in this system. The greedy politican, the cheater one could make people losing trust. In politics, there are many issues that may ruin our perception about whats going on. Because all we want is the best for each other. We have different things yet we thinks differently but it doesn’t means we hurt each other. I may try, sometimes, but we are different. I hope at this trip we are not arguing to much because we always push each other *sigh*. So in this mothers day, I will take a trip with her and my little sister. Our family’s atmosphere is more like ‘what we do to make it have sense than celebrate the nonsense, how we really make means to each other than show our affections. In this mother days, we are not even talking about it because we are not mellow people (?) and it will be funny if we talk about it.

She never cry with me but she always try to find solution with me. She never kiss me in forehead but she always prepare and support my dreams. She never hugs me, but she always supply what I need. She always listen, even I must have many reason to make her sure about me. Our relationship is tough, she never spoil me, but she never refuse me. We always talk to each other like we have not a problem. I will never show my weakness to her and so do her. We talk to share, we talk to have solution, we talk to give motivation to each other. I don’t talk about my feelings, I don’t beef about my days. Now at my 21 ages, we are not talk so much like other mother-daughter. And in my memories I always oppositing her when I was child. My mother always teach me hard, with diciplines and more yells. But we don’t really show our love with exact expression, nor a words, nor a hugs. I know and I really feel her love, and I love her too, I don’t want to see her hurt. Its not means we are not love each other. My relationship with my mother is not like the other *sigh*. For me, my memories about mother is … hmm… I cant describe it in one word. And today is a mother’s day so I will share some thoughts about my mothers today.

Because now I’m in a holiday and I have time to write this blog.

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